Friday, March 19, 2010
gratz, life has gone back to 2005.
told myself a million times, i gotta be strong.
because this will be over very soon, its just temporary.
concentrate on my studies and it will be all good.
but i can't even get myself to study at home.
even though i'm bored to the extent of cutting myself into pieces.
will some kind soul just text me and say " i'm here for you"?
i think that will only happen in my dream.
yes, i must be strong, i cannot let heaven play with my life.
i'm going to control my own life.
cannot cry. cannot cannot cry. because cry also no use. no one knows and no one cares.
waste of my tears only. one drop = one carat diamond.
so cannot cannot.
gotta keep holding on. hang in there. it will be ok soon.
must be always smiling- good training for my future career.
smile, even though life sucks to core.
smile, even when no one gives a shit.
just continue smiling :)
what we could have been, 5:38 PM.
